~*~ walking thru the looking glass ~*~
Sunday, December 04, 2005
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My DeaR CoLLeaGue::
My colleague has left me a testimonial at my frenster. Awww...she miss me. LOL. But it has a disturbing msg to it too. According to her, some tension is brewing at werk...ni yg buat risau. Then read her blog...someting abt backstabbing. I'm da 1 wif da D so y is she feeling da backstabbing. Kesian dier. I guess no1 wants to backstab me since Im a sinking ship. I do feel a bit guilty abt leaving some werk undone like updating attendance in da cockpit. Sorry gal. One thing I really appreciate abt is that she is ever ready to help. Dia dah byk tolong. One thing abt us is we helped each other out of shit. (We lost each other stuff. We called each other names. We cracked each other up wif crap.)
Wat's happening there? Will our workplace be the happy place that it used to be? Or maybe it never was since everyone just playing pretend. And its happiness was just a mirage. Or just maybe she & I are just too bonkers to notice it and we b'came worse. Dah la...all this makes me sad. I'm already sad enuff wif my D even when I manage to do some miracle with my P6. What da heck...who care Alisa! It's politic at werk...u snooze u looze. Suddenly I have a feeling that I want to quit in a few yrs time. Hate the ridiculous demand of some pple, da sarcasm on my messiness & da selfishness of some pple. My cuzzin has ard da same pay as me but she doesn't have to bring home werk! And I have to werk almost 24/7 and to make matter worse, be at da mercy of others. Crap la...ni smua too depressing...padanla byk yg masuk IMH or need a shrink.
LadyHawke left a kiss...4:35 AM

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