~*~ LadyHawke ~*~

Welcome to my lair where I get possessed & rant craps. I'm linked up to other crazies. Actually what I meant is just sharing my constant rambling about my work life & the people around me. Take everything with a pinch of salt so that you won't get high blood pressure ya. I just need a place to let go in order to be sane. Get it?!

Lis

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~*~ everybody scream ~*~


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~*~ the abyss ~*~





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~*~ crystal ball ~*~

14 Jan (2.30pm) ~ Taufik's promo
16 Jan (9am) ~ golden globe award
16 Jan (10am) ~ return sch laptop
18 Jan (9am) ~ Basic Theory
29 Jan (2.40pm) ~ 1st Practical
1 Feb (5pm) ~ Ezin's phonic class
8 Feb (9.25 am) ~ Theory Test trial
8 Feb (10.30 am) ~ 2nd Practical
12 Feb (5.45 pm) ~ Blogtv V day surprise
13 Feb (9.25 am) ~ Trial Test
13 Feb (10.30am) ~ Final Theory
13 Feb (12.45 am) ~ 3rd Practical
13 Feb (8.30 pm) ~ Blogtv V Day
17-19 Feb ~ Chalet & BBQ
20 Feb (6.30 pm) ~ Shopping
21 Feb (10am) ~ back to sch

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~*~ my mission ~*~

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~*~ my desire ~*~

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~*~ memories ~*~

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~*~ lost times ~*~
*December 2004*
*February 2005*
*April 2005*
*May 2005*
*July 2005*
*August 2005*
*October 2005*
*November 2005*
*December 2005*
*January 2006*
*February 2006*
*March 2006*
*May 2006*
*June 2006*
*August 2006*
*September 2006*
*October 2006*
*November 2006*
*December 2006*
*January 2007*
*February 2007*
*March 2007*
*May 2007*
*August 2007*
*December 2007*
*January 2008*
*July 2008*

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~*~ walking thru the looking glass ~*~

Thursday, December 28, 2006

:: New skin::
I wz quite bored so I created a new blog skin 4 myself. just wanna be a little childish and girly...this is 1 of my blog skin created by scratch...not bad huh.. hahaha..so what do u think of it? u can also find 2 blogskins created by me at http://www.blogskins.com

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Wednesday, December 20, 2006

:: What Kind of Intelligence Do U Have?::
Your Dominant Intelligence is Linguistic Intelligence

You are excellent with words and language. You explain yourself well.
An elegant speaker, you can converse well with anyone on the fly.
You are also good at remembering information and convicing someone of your point of view.
A master of creative phrasing and unique words, you enjoy expanding your vocabulary.

You would make a fantastic poet, journalist, writer, teacher, lawyer, politician, or translator.

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:: What's Your Ideal Career?::
Your Career Type: Artistic

You are expressive, original, and independent.
Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art.

You would make an excellent:

Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor
Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer
Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer
Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor

The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.

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Tuesday, December 19, 2006

:: What I bought for myself with my bonus...::
Yap, this year is a good year for me. Rezeki melimpah. Alhamdulillah. All government servants received extra bonus. In addition to that I have my 3rd baby bonus and my CONNECT plan. So I bought some stuffs for myself. Hey, once in awhile I have to pamper myself too especially since I dont shop often.

Things that I've bought:-
1. PSP
2. Specs
3. K800i
4. The Sims Pet for PSP

Things that I'm getting:-
1. Taufik Batisah CD
2. New shoes
3. Lumimi
4. Stationery

I'm thinking of giving some money to my aunt, my dad, my mum, sis, in-laws, cousins, nephew & nieces some money too. Macam duit raya. But all that have to make sure that I put aside my savings and pay my bills first. Hubby keeps counting the number of things I buy. Last time I splurge on him a $500 control car with my 1st pay so I guess its not wrong for me to splurge on myself once in a while too. It's not even a yearly affair.

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:: Does Momma Know U Blog?::
I'm watching blog tv. It's quite an interesting topic. I'm wandering whether my students' parents know that their kids are blogging? Don't worry I don't go around telling their parents. I just like reading their blogs only. Some do talked about their mums...like angry with mum coz she makes noise, wishes mum happy birthday, spending time with mum..etc. Well, my kids cant blog yet of coz but 2 of them have their own blogs courtesy of yours truly. Just little snippets of their lives. Just giving them a headstart..lolz so in future when they're old enough, they'll continue themselves. It is also a way of me expressing my love for them. At least in future, they'll know what happened in their lives from my point of view.

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:: My Roles::
In life we can so play many roles at 1 time. At home, I have to play the role of a wife to my husband, a mother to my kids, a friend to my maid and sometimes an employer..yap i have to finish up my work. With all that roled...i mean rolled into 1, it is why sometimes i feel so tired and overwelm. Even at work I have to put on different hats. I have to be an employer, a teacher, a colleague, a team player, a friend, a mother etc. Whatever situation i'm in, i have to put on different hats and be able to adapt. It's like i'm an actress and playing different characters. Stress huh. Padanlah ada orang kata bahawa dunia ini ibarat pentas dan kita adalah pelakon2nya. The only difference is that the actors in reel life and real life is the glamour. Maybe it's time for us to ponder did we play our roles to our best capability. As for me, I still have my flaws. I still have a long way to go which I admit I do stumble and fail at times. But in life the journey continues. I have to pick myself up and pray that God gives me strength to proceed. Am I going to deep? Lolz. At times we have to reflect on our life.

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:: Blog hopping aka Bz bodying::
Was looking around for Nisa's link frm my students blog. (Siapa ada Cikgu Nisa nye url..tag me.) But tak ingat dari mana i saw it. So in the end I just went blog hopping at my students' blog. Saja je kepo2. Hmm..maybe thats da reason Anisah & Hanisah decided to use password after I tagged them. Takut Cikgu Alisa baca blog. Haha. Aiyoo..all of u are gd kids wat. Nak takut apa? Having bf/gf kan part & parcel of teenage life...but if u my son/dotter...pun kena marah juga. Haha. Just wanna see how ur life like not to critisize. Jgn stress lah. Ah sapa lagi ada blog? Tag me & i'll link u up. Link me up too..dpt keep in touch jugak kan.. mana lah tau.. lagi beberapa tahun korang nak bagi kad jemputan ke.. senang kan.. Lolz.

Ayway, found out some of them do read my crap.. hehe. Ya lah.. some crap can be useful kan. Kalau crab.. tu makan sedap. Opps.. merepek lagi aku. Since my students are linked to me, I realise that I cant just use my blog to complain or blabber abt my life. There should be something that they can relate to...sharing experience or just certain topic that we can discuss.

Anyway, the life of a student lah yg paling gerek. If i get to repeat parts of my life, i'll choose my sec, jc & NIE life. Masa2 yg paling gerek...crush, exam, stress, frens, cabot skola, competition, gila2, movies, lepak2, dating, prom, picnic..etc etc.

I better tdo now.. at last baby pun dah tdo. Yeay! My batt laptop pun dah tinggal 40%..malas nak charge.

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:: Birthday Celebration::
Yesterday was my maid's birthday. But on Saturday night I reminded hubby to buy cake to celebrate her bday. We sort of wanted to count down till her bday tapi takut pulak budak2 mengantuk. So in the end we just have the small cake eating celebration ard 11pm.

Hubby bought a chocolate truffle log cake frm PrimaDeli. It was deliciouso..sedap gila. My maid was quite surprised. We even off the rm light before calling her in. Actually we wanted to make a party to celebrate her bday & my wedding anniversary tapi dia tak nak. She was quite embaressed. So in the end we just have our own private celebration.

E'eh dah pukul 5 pagi and I'm still awake.. no wander badan dah sakit2 and mata dah blur. How to sleep if yg kecik ni tak nak tdo. Susah jadi parents eh esp emak. Selagi dia belum tdo, selagi tu I'm awake. Dah bagi susu, chg diaper pun masih blum tdo.. ish..bertuah nye budak. Letak aje dia bising.. so here i am blogging wif him on my lap. All this remind me of my mum. I guess this is what she did when I'm young. Padanlah org kata syurga di telapak kaki ibu.. so we should always respect her and jaga hati dia. Buruk baik.. she's still my mum. Love her although at times ada benda yg we dont agree. She does meant well.. you'll only understand when u go tru motherhood.

Budak kecik.. tdo la. Ibu wants to sleep tau. Dont be noti.

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Monday, December 11, 2006

:: Another Blog Entry Part 2::
This little one notty la.. he keeps waking up crying wheneva I put him down. He seems to prefer sleeping on my lap or in my arms. As I'm typing this, he's fast asleep again on my lap. Bertuah nye budak.
I've just bathe him and I thought that I wanna mandi also. But here I am blogging coz my maid in the bathrm. Never mind la..after she exit I'll bathe and eat my brunch. Farihin is still awake and day dreaming. He's all freshen up and all bound up. Just now something funny and scary happened. Fitri who is always in his playpen, managed to escape from it through the hole he and Faezin made. My maid tried sewing up the hole but to no avail. Then a big cushion is to cover the hole when it is put to next to the wall. However now he still can do the Houdini. Faezin quickly called me out from my room when he found Fitri out of the playpen. He was standing sandwiched between the playpen and the wall, on the cushion. Fitri still can't walk. He have to hold on to things.. just dont want him to fall. Aiyoh.. budak ni nakal betul la.
Sigh. I could foresee more heart stopping antics in the future with having 3 boys under my roof. Pening kepala. Ok time nak mandi.. tak comfy la... i smell of milk coz just now si kecik dah muntahkan..tak selesa seh.

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:: Another Blog Entry::
I must be damn bored coz I've been updating my blog and changing template here & there. Opps Baby Farihin dah bangun.. nak susu lah dia.. be back later.

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Sunday, December 10, 2006

:: BGR during Sec Sch::
It's very common to have bf/gf during sec sch. Some even have them when they are still in pri sch. I'm not saying its right or wrong. It's a matter how a person see it. Let's list down the Pros & Cons of getting involve in BGR at a young age.

  1. Support - Having a bf/gf is gd for moral support esp if u have problems at home is gd BUT if he/she encourage u 2 go against ur family then..it will be bad.
  2. Tutor - Having some1 to help u in ur studies will definitely helps. Its like having a free tuition. BUT if ur taught bad stuff like smoking, indulging in sexual activities..then it becomes bad.
  3. Companion - It can be lonely at times esp if u have working parents. Thus having a bf/gf helps to ease the loneliness BUT if you use the opportunity to bring him/her home to the empty house, then it becomes another story. U get wat i mean...bad company...bad very bad..

I guess these are basically the reasons..it has its 2 sides. Semuanya ada yg baik dan yg buruk.. pucuk pangkal hati masing2. Tapi zaman remaja darah muda.. mudah terpengaruh dan mudah goyah. Senang cakap.. mudah terjerumus dengan perkara2 yang tidak sihat kalau iman tidak kuat. Hey.. we are only human right but do u have discipline and strength..well..u ask yourself. Tepuk dada tanya selera.

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Friday, December 08, 2006

:: Md Farihin::
He's da latest love of my life.. my youngest bf. He's almost 2 wks old and I can still carry him with 1 arm. He's taken my hubby place on my bed.. hehe. He has also taken most of my time. Always crying for my undivided attention. He's sooo cute. He takes it frm me... hahaha..coz I'm cute wat..correct rite...ugly but adorable. Ok sori to my other bf's.. Faezin & Fitri, my darlings both of u are still cute. Faezin u remind me of a tasty kuih pau goreng.. and Fitri u remind me of fishball...alamak lapar pulak...ok cya ard pple. I think I wanna grab a bite before light off for me. Dah pukul 3.30 am seh.. better tdo. Bye.

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Wednesday, December 06, 2006

:: $ Pay Day $::
Sheesh.. I cant wait for my pay day. I've wanting something for a looooong time. I hope I can get it this time. Hubby wasnt agreeable with it but I want to buy it. Thats the only one thing I've wanted but never had enough money to buy. What I want? Hehe.. its my secret.

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:: My Sec Sch Life::
I was blog hopping my ex-students blogs. Just realise that it's been 12 yrs since I left my sec sch. For an average student like me, PSLE result is not something that I look forward since I didnt do well during my Prelims which put me at the bottom 5 in my class (my class is the 2nd best). With just 4As and 244, I was really overjoyed. During my time, we had to choose the sec sch first without knowing our result. I guess the system now is better as kids can choose more appropriate schools. So I got the school of my choice, Temasek Sec.

Since I was a timid and shy...yap I was like that, yah..you dont believe me...but hey I have my own inferiority complex.. I really enjoyed sec sch life to the fullest. I wont change anything. Of coz I have my own ups & downs. Let me bring u down memory lane...

Da Peeps
Murnisah Hani
She's my 1st fren. At 1st I thought she was some1 frm upper sec coz she's tall and I'm.. hmm.. not that tall. Haha. We quickly become gd frens.. but now no more..she doesnt want to keep in touch with me or our other frens. Very sad.

Chia Choon
He's my bf..not that kind of bf. He's just a gd fren who happened to be a guy. He's my classmate since pr sch till Sec 2. He's a simple and shy guy. He's sweet too.

Azlan
He's one of the smartest guy in my class. He's my classmate for 4 yrs. I had a crush on him in Sec 4. Ya..he knows. Haha. He's not some1 you want to debate with coz he's one of my sch debator. A friendly and helpful friend.

Norah, Shikin, Nadia
My members. We were classmates since Sec 1. We used to do all sorts of nonsensical stuff in class like umm.. writing notes, hitting each other with ruler, pulling of straps (u know wat)..yap since i sit rite smack in the middle, i became the best victim. Nadia on my right, Norah left and Shikin behind me..see very strategic.

Azhar
He is my 1st crush..ehem. It lasted for 4 yrs. Yap.. he's my classmate for 4 yrs too. Of coz la, he's not my bf. I'm not his type. I look geeky and he's cute. Hehe.

Rizal
He's sort of my 1st love. I'm head over heels crazy for him. He's frm another sch. We were great buddy but sadly only communicate on phone coz he's very shy and won't meet gal. Susah betul nak jumpa budak ni. It's another long and bitter sweet love story. Hehe. Oh ya, he's the 1st guy that I made my 1st move.. tak tau malu nye pompan.. hehe. Sadly, he's neva my bf.

Jumat
I went to the prom with him. Yap..another Sec 4 crush. Mentel jugak aku ni. Hehe. But it happened one at a time. I dont do 2-timing coz cannot concerntrate la. He's a crazy person.. always making others laugh.

My other peeps
Salha - my Ma'am. Fadhlina - our bday is next to each other and pple says we look alike too. Azleen - a member of my talentime group, Zantiana. Hilda - a sweet and friendly gal. Aini - very loud and she loves to laugh out loud. Tina - another gd fren..she loves to correct my Eng. Thilaga - friendy and helpful person.

Da Teachers & Subj
Moving frm only 4 subj to many more in Sec 1 is quite something to catch up. Took 8 subj in Sec 3 and 4.

Literature
A foreign subj when I just started Sec 1. Failed my 1st test too. Didnt get it at times.

Maths & A Maths
Suddenly it becomes tough. Failed my test too. Miss Rama is the best Maths teacher I had.. too bad she went to Bedok North Sec. Miss Lim and her right ankle trenkle.. actually its right angle triangle..she though me A Maths in Sec 3 & Sec 4.

IRK
IRK or Islamic Religious Knowledge. Took it in Sec 3. Just to see what its like and how gd I am in it. It's not compulsory anymore and the pt wont be use to get me to JC/Poly after O level.

Physics & Chemistry
I prefer Chem but I do better in Phy... no idea why.

Geog & History
I'm better in Geog but hopeless in History. Study like crazy still get 60 for exam. Fed up.

Da Other Stuffs
4U2C & KRU
4U2C was the hottest group. But later KRU took over the title.

Nasty Gals
Name based on the series Nasty Boys...the name was for my netball team during PE.

Netball
Hooked to the sports. Can't get enough of it. Played every time I had a chance. Recess time is netball time. Usually its just light meal which i quickly eat so that I have more time for netball.

St John
For the faith and for the service of mankind. Last time the uniform was cute.. it looked like a nurse's uniform, all white and zipped in front. Always felt good wearing that. Now the uniform kinda ugly. Hehe.

NKOTB
NKOTB or New Kids On The Block is a craze with my frens. I couldnt care less.

AnW
The best fast food restaurant. It's very cosy. Love to hang out with frens there. Usually we share drinks coz not enough money...hehe

Airport
A place where some went to study. Not a good place for me. Coz I cant concerntrate.

Malaysia Cup
I was a big soccer fan last time. I like Steven Tan and Lim Tong Hai. After Spore not in Msia Cup, I dont watch soccer anymore. Met them at airport.

The list will go on and on and on and on...maybe next time i cont and add pics. Oh gosh...look at the time. Time to go to bed before I strt to feel light headed. TTFN

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:: PSLE Results::
I didn't get to meet my P6 netball gals when they get their results. I wanted to but I had medical appointment at noon. I really wanted to find out their results. I just hoped for the best.

I heard from the others that Sakeenah was the best in school. Congrats. I'm so proud of you. Congrats to the others too. If you wanna sahre your results, just drop me a message ok. Do keep in touch and tell me which sec sch u're going to. All the best to your future gals. :o) Play netball always..

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