ladyhawke's lair

~*~ LadyHawke ~*~

Welcome to my lair where I get possessed & rant craps. I'm linked up to other crazies. Actually what I meant is just sharing my constant rambling about my work life & the people around me. Take everything with a pinch of salt so that you won't get high blood pressure ya. I just need a place to let go in order to be sane. Get it?!

Lis

~*~ everybody scream ~*~

~*~ the abyss ~*~

~*~ crystal ball ~*~

14 Jan (2.30pm) ~ ~~Taufik's promo~~
16 Jan (9am) ~ ~~golden globe award~~
16 Jan (10am) ~ ~~return sch laptop~~
18 Jan (9am) ~ ~~Basic Theory~~
29 Jan (2.40pm) ~ ~~1st Practical~~
1 Feb (5pm) ~ ~~Ezin's phonic class~~
8 Feb (9.25 am) ~ ~~Theory Test trial~~
8 Feb (10.30 am) ~ ~~2nd Practical~~
12 Feb (5.45 pm) ~ ~~Blogtv V day surprise~~
13 Feb (9.25 am) ~ ~~Trial Test~~
13 Feb (10.30am) ~ ~~Final Theory~~
13 Feb (12.45 am) ~ ~~3rd Practical~~
13 Feb (8.30 pm) ~ ~~Blogtv V Day~~
17-19 Feb ~ ~~Chalet & BBQ~~
20 Feb (6.30 pm) ~ Shopping
21 Feb (10am) ~ back to sch

~*~ my mission ~*~

~~name lists~~

~~new timetable~~

~~2007 calenders~~

~~marking list~~

seating plan / grouping

~~notty list~~

~~marking list~~

~~to do list~~

Faezin's schedule

~~skema kefahaman karangan~~

~~u3 - kata kerja transitif~~

~~u3 - kata berlawan~~

~~u3 - tanda baca (,)(.)(?)~~

4 grafik stimulas

file lc / oral papers

~~fill up declaration form~~

~~lab timetable~~

~~wkst u4~~

~~u1 topical test~~

u2 topical test
u3 topical test

u4 topical test

jan mthly paper

feb mthly paper

march mthly paper

apr mthly paper

~*~ my desire ~*~

a daughter

~~new glasses~~

~~Taufik's new CD~~

~~Z610i~~

new pc / laptop

LUMIMI

new high heels shoes

~~new sports shoes~~

new sports attire

~~skipping rope~~

a personal trainer

more money

class 3 license

~~a more organised table~~

an assisstant to help me mark book

obedient students

definitely less work and more time

a degree in education

~*~ memories ~*~

*123*

*It's 2008*

*Back to Work!*

*I gonna have less than 5 hrs of sleep...*

*Hey what happened to my tagboard?*

*Wooo hoo.. it's almost end of the year*

*Happy Teachers' Day*

*been lazy & bz*

*Holiday Netball*

*To shift or not to shift*

~*~ lost times ~*~
*December 2004*
*February 2005*
*April 2005*
*May 2005*
*July 2005*
*August 2005*
*October 2005*
*November 2005*
*December 2005*
*January 2006*
*February 2006*
*March 2006*
*May 2006*
*June 2006*
*August 2006*
*September 2006*
*October 2006*
*November 2006*
*December 2006*
*January 2007*
*February 2007*
*March 2007*
*May 2007*
*August 2007*
*December 2007*
*January 2008*
*July 2008*

~*~ walking thru the looking glass ~*~

Friday, February 23, 2007

:: Abortion - for people who ever thought of doing it..::

Dear Mommy,

I am in Heaven now, sitting on God's lap.

He loves me and cries with me; for my heart has been broken.

I so wanted to be your little girl.

I don't quite understand what has happened.

I was so excited when I began realizing my existence.

I was in a dark, yet comfortable place.

I saw I had fingers and toes.

I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my surroundings.

I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping.

Even from my earliest days, I felt a special bonding between you and me.

Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you.

Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry.

I heard Daddy yelling back.

I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon.

I wondered why you cried so much.

One day you cried almost all of the day.

I hurt for you.

I couldn't imagine why you were so unhappy.

That same day, the most horrible thing happened.

A very mean monster came into that warm, comfortable place I was in.

I was so scared, I began screaming, but you never once tried to help me.

Maybe you never heard me.

The monster got closer and closer as I was screaming and screaming, "Mommy, Mommy, help me please; Mommy, help me."

Complete terror is all I felt.

I screamed and screamed until I thought I couldn't anymore.

Then the monster started ripping my arms off.

It hurt so bad; the pain I can never explain.

It didn't stop.

Oh, how I begged it to stop.

I screamed in horror as it ripped my leg off.

Though I was in such complete pain, I was dying.

I knew I would never see your face or hear you say how much you love me.

I wanted to make all your tears go away.

I had so many plans to make you happy.

Now I couldn't; all my dreams were shattered.

Though I was in utter pain and horror, I felt the pain of my heart breaking, above all.

I wanted more than anything to be your daughter.

No use now, for I was dying a painful death.

I could only imagine the terrible things that they had done to you.

I wanted to tell you that I love you before I was gone, but I didn't know the words you could understand.

And soon, I no longer had the breath to say them; I was dead.

I felt myself rising.

I was being carried by a huge angel into a big beautiful place.

I was still crying, but the physical pain was gone.

The angel took me to God and set me on His lap.

He said He loved me more than everyone else.

Then I was happy.

I asked Him what the thing was that killed me.

He answered, "Abortion. I am sorry, my child; for I know how it feels."

I don't know what abortion is; I guess that's the name of the monster.

I'm writing to say that I love you and to tell you how much I wanted to be your little girl.

I tried very hard to live.

I wanted to live.

I had the will, but I couldn't; the monster was too powerful.

It sucked my arms and legs off and finally got all of me.

It was impossible to live.

I just wanted you to know I tried to stay with you.

I didn't want to die.

Also, Mommy, please watch out for that abortion monster.

Mommy, I love you and I would hate for you to go through the kind of pain I did.

Please be careful.

Love,

Your Baby Girl

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:: Netball Annoucement!::

Ok dearies... tomoro netball like usual. 8.30 - 10.30 but only Miss Azna is around. I have to settle some stuff for P4 camp. Have fun!

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Tuesday, February 20, 2007

:: End of Tai Tai Life::

2day marks the end of my tai tai life. alaaa... nvm, i will go out shopping with my best buddy. Need to buy new shoes lah. Then tomorrow is back to work cum sch for me. Actually have nothing much to say. Still sleepy. & going to do lesson plan & target setting before i go shopping. Leceh betul seh ni paperwork!

Happy Chinese New Yr

Gong Xi Fa Cai

to all my my Chinese students & friends

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Thursday, February 15, 2007

:: Me on BlogTv::

Heheh..I was on blogtv for the V Day episode.. all that due to my cheeseburger & fries love story. Just sent it for fun actually & never thought that i would win that N73. I was told to meet FD & the crew at Bedok MacD. I was there at 5.45 pm but they were late. Then we had a miscommunication & they were at the MacD at interchg whereas i was the one at the other side.

I was quite embaressed actually coz I can sense people staring at us. I just ignore that uncomfy feeling by not looking around. Why was i there? Ohh...they wanted to surprise my hubby at his workplace. Haha..he was really surprised! He kept asking whats happening. After everything was over. He still in a state of shock..he said that was surreal. And he cant stop grinning. Hehe..this yr is the most memorable dating anniversary we had. & kinda 1st time we celebrate v day coz we dont really care much abt it since we celebrate every mth on the 21st by making sure that we wish each other happy anniversary at the stroke of midnite.

& this weekend we will be celebrating our belated wedding anniversary at costa sand downtown east. wow..another great celebration. 2007 is a good yr for me...celebrating 10 yrs of our friendship & 7 yrs of our marriage (2006). oooh ya btw.. i look extra fat on tv..mayb next time i try under or behind the tv. most of the time i just sit in front of it.

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Sunday, February 11, 2007

:: Netball Again::

I had netball just now. I was late coz I can't sleep. I only slept at 3am. So when my alarm clock sounded at 7am, I didn't hear it. I only woke up at 7.45am. Quickly showered & went to school. Oh Azna was late too. Haha.. Poor gals were waiting for us.

This time Rohainy, Farah, Iznie, Qama, Zarifah, Anisah, Edora & Mahera came. The juniors were more better behaved. So are the seniors. They are good girls. It's just that they like to manja2 with us.

So while waiting for some of them to groom... those vain pots.. lolz, i ate some sandwhiches that were leftover by some talk or something. Gave some to the hungry piranha-liked gals.. haha. The moment i put the paper plate, the food disappeared!

After that I went to MacD (as usual..how to lose weight?) with Azna & some of the seniors. Chit chat with them.. i loved this time of the day. It's a relaxing & i learn more abt the gals. Found out that the Sec 1 have bfs but not the seniors. I quote,"I have no time for bf in my life". Cool. Never jump on the bandwagon..so what if others have bfs. As long as u're happy. U don't need any bf to be complete..that doesn't make you less straight ya. The pics are in http://slsistas.multiply.com but not added..hehe lazy wanna upload2. Another day k.

Sigh..i have only 1 wk left before i'm back to work.. alaaa..boring pulak. Nvm lah..

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Thursday, February 08, 2007

:: Netball is ON!::

Ok my netballers far & wide. I want to inform u that this Saturday netball is on. It's at 8.30am. Pls dress in PE attire. For seniors, pls be reminded to behave yourself & be a good example to your junior. Here's the detailed info.

Netball Session

8.30 - 10.30

School Court

PE attire

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Saturday, February 03, 2007

:: Netball::

azna wanted me to help her out today. at 1st i was reluctant but thinking that she helped me lots of time, i turned up. i even invite the ex-netballers. let me see.. rohainy, qama, anisah, nazihah, iznie, zarifah & farah came..it seems they are still enjoying netball. they still look the same & act the same..noisy & annoying..haha.. mayb nazihah looked taller, qama snipped her long hair.. the rest just the same.

as for the p6 gals, ok some are new but had to go through crash course with netball coz they have only 1 mth to practice. just now they were like..huh?..must run?..huh?..run some more?..aiyoh! complain & complain.. i have no idea why they want to join netball in the 1st place when they dont want to run..they should join other cca then like band or science club.. something that wont make them sweaty.. dont have to run around.. just a reminder gals.. NETBALL IS A SPORT.. & for goodness sake u have to RUN & sweat. netball is not abt the game & happily throwing ball. u must have the basic skills in order to enjoy the game.. unless u want to be bullied by your opponent. then the game become just whistling for free pass. & also both of us are not paid extra for coaching & wasting time since u all lurrve to drag ur feet.. & also im not even suppose to come ok.. IM ON LEAVE! But cikgu azna is the main reason for my attendance. we dont mind sacrificing our time but be appreciative & discipline urselves.. no whining!

oh ya to my darling seniors, pls behave urselves.. it can be quite irritating when here we are trying to explain the rules & games.. & there u pple are making noise & take their attention away frm us. i love u pple a lot but i have limit to my patience.. so just a gentle reminder: this is my last warning! if u pple cant behave & show better discipline & be role models.. i will not allow u 2 come on sat. so if any1 read this pls infrm the rest. as u know.. there are time for seriousness & jokes.. no hard feeling.. just stating wat i feel. u get wat i mean rite..

after the session, we went macD for lunch. rohainy, qama, zarifah, anisah & farah joined us. we had fun talking abt sch & teasing them abt boys.. of coz la boys excite thm. thr gals called azna aunty.. n me kakak...hoho..feel ultimately super young..

while having lunch, we were talking abt blogs & then they were saying abt blogs for the SL sistas..which is a team i created last yr. mayb i'll do that..but i'll see if i'm free.

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Friday, February 02, 2007

:: Does Your Mummy Blog?::

Hi i'm back with vengence..me n my crap..haha. Ok this is the topic frm blogtv. As we know that teenagers looooove to blog. They blog about themselves, their bf/gf, frens, sch..of coz parents. Basically they blog abt their lives. I have read blogs that has bday wish for parents, quarrel with parents..just ranting abt how much they hate their parents or rules or curfews or decisions..

So now i just wanna know if ur parents blog. If they do, do u mind them complaining abt u to the world just as how u do to them?

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:: My New Fish::

I just had a new arrowana.. jambu seh. I find that this fish swim with grace & looks majestic. Louhan, si ikan jendol tu.. i tak berkenan langsung. its ugly regardless of its price! But arrowana is different. hmm.. actually i dont know what to say.. nvm i'll be back later to update more. now no idea..sheesh!

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