ladyhawke's lair

~*~ walking thru the looking glass ~*~

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

:: I was backstabbed again.::

Sigh.. just my luck to be backstabbed again. Well.. it goes like this..

Today I'm suppose to come early to help up with dressing up the girls for their dance performance. It's not my CCA but oh well.. any other time, we must help out with it. I dont mind helping but sometimes i just need to see the timing. As for today I'm suppose to be in school by 630 am. But I know I cant make it coz my son's childcare ctr only opens at 7 am. So if i have to go to school by 630 am, my son & hubby will have to sit outside the ctr until it opens. So i told my colleague that can i be there by 7 am instead. However, she wants me to try coming earlier than that.

Little did i know that, she told my HOD that I'm coming later. And I dont think my HOD knowexactly what time i'll be there. She was surprised when i reached there at 645 am. She was surprised to see me. In fact, she was wondering how come i reach so early since i'll be coming later. The way she say it sounded as if i'm suppose to be there much much later. Sigh.

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Monday, May 22, 2006

:: I'm so FED UP::

I'm so fed up today. It started with the morning when I was later informed that I can't umpire tomorrow Captain's Ball. I tried talking to Mazlin & Sethu but stiillll they won't let me umpire..Sheesh.. Bila orang nak buat kerja tak bagi..Bila tak nak kerja asyik bagi aje!

Then comes noon. It seems the P1 teachers want the progress cards. They can't seem to wait till after my P1 lesson ends. I have a few unfinish stuff which I kind of wanted to do just now. Fed up coz I cant finish them.

Then comes after lessons and I have to fax a form. But I need to get the netball girls BC and b'date. It seems I can't make anyone happy with my choice of members in each team. Then comes the complain. The only person that I have to consult is actually Azna but the girls are making noise. Since I have enough, I just tore the form and walk off. I'm in a hurry and making my blood go up to a boiling point doesn't help. Coz of that I have to catch a cab to fetch my son so that I can catch the 420 pm movie.

I told Azna about it. She talked to the girls. I'm just too tired to explain certain things. What do they know? Why I make that decision...why can't they stop whining & complaining? We are lenient enough... oo believe me.. I'm lenient with them. They get away with many things like coming late, not handing in forms, being MIA.. and they still are not thankful. So they lack discipline and given too much face. Ya lah, my fault.

After movie with son, he start his stoopid nonsense. Sulking and complaining. I feel like just smacking him. But I'm too tired being angry. It's so upseting. Today is just upseting for me that I lost my appetite now. I'm soooooo FED UP. I just hope that tomorrow will be a better day.

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Tuesday, May 16, 2006

:: Malam Silam Gemilang::

On Vesak Day nite, i attended dinner at Holiday Inn Atrium. Its a gathering for all the different batches of teachers from Townsville Campus. Hmm.. it seems like yesterday that I was still studying at TC. Sigh.. its a place with great memories.. Lets just talk about the dinner for the time being ok. If not i cant stop. LoLz.

Ok let me see who I met.. Zaidah, Ariya, Hairani, Hamidah & hubby, Julie, Naz, Aidah, Hafiz, Abg Bobo, Abg Khairul, Din, Kak Hasnah, Abg Jali, Zaf & wife, Sherhan & family and of coz Cikgu Ali. Oh ya, met the juniors also. Abg Bobo was the emcee and he was sooo funny always cracking silly jokes. He's the life of the party. Oh ya, Din getting married soon. Congrats Din! Julie is pregnant. Congrats Julie! Naz, Ariya, Midah, Ziadah, Kak Hasnah, Abg Khairul, Hairyani, Din still kind of the same. Abg Bobo has long hair, Aidah puts on tudung..dia sorang je yg ikut tema Pop Yeh Yeh.. The rest of us.. biasa lah.. malas and tak kuasa. Hafiz looks smarter and neater.. tak selekeh.. lolz.. Zaf & Han dah naik badan. Zaf looks very matured.. stress agaknye. Some1 says Han's wife very clingy.. lantak la.

Talk about clingy, I noticed this couple walked around holding hands.. punyalah rimas.. takut sangat ke da other party hilang in the crowd or just wanna show everyone that they are in love? Major merepek. Rasa macam pergi jemputan org kawin pulak where the pengantin walked around holding hands while meeting the guests.. kelakar betul. Tak leh angkat seh. Me jealous? Oh peleasssse...I need my space also. Hubby and I bukannye siamese twins that got glued together. Wait let me put aside the picture from my mind.. if not i mite even vomit now. Haha.

All those jokes that we used to share during those times starts to send me back to those good old days. "Anybody printing..." "Cikgu Samsiah aka Marakas." Even Cikgu Ali's favourite phrase, "Saya tak akan mati kerana sumpah dan hidup kerana doa." Hehe.. Anyway Cikgu Ali will be teaching Innova JC.

Anyway, I'm suppose to put the pictures here but my new hp leceh la.. have to wait for hubby to do it for me. Ish memang leceh. Fed up. Ok i gtg. Wanna rest now. Hidup Townsville!

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Tuesday, May 09, 2006

:: Exam Markings::

Sigh.. I'm sooo tired. The last 2 weeks i've been marking and marking and marking. Tough. Mark worksheets and exam papers. Have to be in school at 8am and mark till my class starts.. then after school mark some more till 530 pm. Even my free periods are sacrificed for marking. I eat while i mark. Hey, what can i say.. its part of my work. I havent really sit down to look at my kids mark.. so kinda worried how they did. Since school holiday is around the corner.. see lah i'm looking forward to school hols already.. ahaha..i think i better start planning what i'll be doing. Ok let me list them down. Lets start from next week onward...

16 & 23 May - Young Journalist Workshop
19 May - Netball at Unity Sec
29, 30 & 31 May - First Aid workshop
Early June - Netball Gathering (involving current girls & ex girls)
Early June - extra classes for P4 (still planning)

I think there would be more like courses. Hmm.. cant rememeber. Cant wait for all marking to end. I'm too exhausted la. Sigh..currently im just watching Flubber. Cute. My son kept laughing. Ok now I think I wanna lie down and relax my aching body and throbbing head.

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